All of a sudden, it seems that my life is about to face an end and there is nothing that can help. I will lose the right to enjoy happiness and taste sorrow a few months later, and I don't feel like accepting any treatment at the moment, for three months without doing anything I like but receiving endless treatments would be a trying time. What I want to do at this time is sit in the courtyard, letting the breeze brushing my face and watching the sun go up and down, watch TV series with my big family everyday, remembering every word and every smile of my beloved ones, so as to avoid the darkness and loneliness I have to suffer when I am dead and go to that specialty shop of Tiffany jewelries, buying the Tiffany si *** er jewelry necklace I have chosen as the gift for my wife and making our 31st wedding anniversary a unique one, for it may be the last time we can stay together in such a special day. Time being limited, there is still too much to be done. And never have I ever expected to have more time just as I have been expecting recently. Sometimes, thinking of the tough life my family have to face and the tremendous sorrow they have to suffer after I go away, I myself would be filled with sadness. So what I can do now is try to accompany my family more and produce more memories between us. Only in that way can they find something to depend on when the time finally come.
Five days ago, I fainted when I was buying the 31st wedding anniversary gift for my wife. The salesgirl of that specialty shop which sells Tiffany jewels called the ambulance immediately, and thanks to her excellent ability of handling emergency, I was finally saved. However, after being carefully examined, I was told by my doctor that I fainted because I had cancer, and there was only two months to go, which was no doubt a shock to both my family and me. But he also added that if I could receive proper treatment, my time would be extended for another month.
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